I guess it never mattered.
I guess you never cared.
I guess the time we spent
Was time that I cherished and you spared.

I guess we were always just friends.
Mixed emotions made it feel like more.
I guess the love I felt was joke to you.
It's probobly funnier now than before.

I guess your heart is cold and hard as steel,
but that was my soul that you saw on paper.
I guess time heals all wounds,
but the wide pain of lost love will never taper.

I guess I played the fool.
When you told me I had a chance.
I should've looked past your beauty
And saw you're scandilous at first glance.

But I guess I could'nt.
I guess my heart is blind.
I guess my ever giving love
isn't a love you seek to find.

I guess for me, friendship will never be enough.
I still long for the love I dreamed.
The love I wrote to you,
The love you read and cared for, or so it seemed.

I guess those words never really touched you.
So you didn't mind sharing.
You exploited my soul to everyone.
You read them aloud and with each word my heart was tearing.

I guess you thought I'd get over it.
I guess you thought it was lust.
So you smile at me as a friend,
but our friendship now lacks trust.

I guess I pretend it does'nt hurt.
And let you call me your" best friend."
So I will remain your shoulder to cry on
And hide my pain that will never end.

I guess I'm not strong enough to mention
How you've left my life a mess.
So I'll go on loving you,
Because that's all I can do, I Guess.