The blonde haired bratt and the boy!
Posted by Jacqueline T.® , Thu, Feb 22, 2001, 00:06:16
Where to start , Im really not sure!
Ive grown up from a spoiled blonde haired bratt
to a sweet, misunderstood blonde haired bratt.
Then I met a boy !
Not sure of who he was or what impact he would have on my life,
I jumped right in.
At first everything was so unreal .
Not believing I had found someone who so completed me like no one else has before.
Scared to fall , I held my ground until that one sweet day I saw it in his eyes.
The truth but the hurt of it all.
That boy left me, but not alone.
He stayed and somehow loved me!
Just as I was giving up all hope that boy fell for me and the words I love you were spoken before I knew it!
If that boy only knew how hard I fell that very second!
If he only knew that he held the key to my heart!!
This little blonde haired bratt had fallen inlove with the boy!
If only I had known earlyer that the boy would break my heart .
Maybe he was scared , maybe he was confused and maybe it just wasnt meant to be!
But for what its worth I believed him.
I believed every word that came out of that boys mouth.
Every look he gave me I believed and every touch I felt I believed that he did truely love me.
Soon he came into trouble and that boy needed me!
I did all I could to help him maybe too much!
Before I knew it I pushed that boy out of my life along with taking my heart.
We ended and then that boy who I blieved in so very much told me that there was another who held is heart!
As he spoke these words my heart was broken in two!
No longer was this boy going to hold me, kiss me ,call me baby or say I love you, he was gone!
Even though it hurt I loved every second I spent with that boy .
I did and will forever cherish every kiss and I love you he gave to me!
I wish he could hear what Im thinking.
I wish God would answer my prayers of making him see that he does love me, but sadly God wont and he never will!
If I only had one more day of feeling his warm arms around me or feeling his sweet lips touch mine.
But now its all over and done with.
We both spoke words of anger and the time to let go and let all run its course has come!
The boy had changed that blonde haired bratt into a loving, lonely, confused little girl who will surely find meaning in all of this but not soon enough!
Hopefully he'll miss me and one day call but then again maybe he wont.
Either way I'll get back up and find my way !
But there's one thing I'm sure of, I'll never forget that boy who walked into my life and fell inlove with!
