Light In The Darkness
Posted by Passions Angel® , Sun, Mar 11, 2001, 17:29:28
My darkness filled with light,
days turn into night.
Is it the darkness that scares me or is it the light?
What is there to be afrraid of,
is it not knowing what the light is supposed to show me, seeing what I've longed to see,
or is it seeing only what I choose to see. Living in the darkness for so long has impaired my vision.
Will I ever see what it is befor me or will the darkness continue to invade my life.
Can the darkness and the light ever coincide in my life, will I get to the point where I can balance them out?
I fear the day because of the darkness it has come to mean, and I fear the night because of the light it has showed.
The past is my darkness and I know it should just be left where it is, but it has showed me and braught me to where I am so I do not want to forget., But what does the future hold if I can not let go, and what might I forget if I forget. I feel my strength growing more each day , but I am afraid it will overcome my weaknesses and i will have lost all that I have learned because of them.
I see the light befor me. Is it the light I am looking for, is it the light that will show me the way?
Step by step I draw the light closer to me, or is the light drawing me to it? Is there safety in the light or is it a false sense of being, can the light really take the darkness away or at least make it easier to bear. Can I keep the light going or will it just burn out
