To That Very Special Guy...
Posted by Caroline ® , Sun, Mar 18, 2001, 13:39:27
Leave me alone
You do me no goodYou lied and hurt me
When I thought you never would You had no idea
That I loved you so much That I'd simply melt
To feel your sweet touch You seemed so perfect
But as time would tell Even the cutest boys
Could make me angry as hell You've been one of my best friends
You've helped me when I'm sad I only wish you'd known
That you could make me so mad You knew how I felt
You knew how much I cared Now you want another girl
And honestly, I'm scared For I've given you my heart already
And gotten nothing in return I still want you now
For your love, I still yearn Now my heart is broken
Your love, I never had You've made me go crazy
You've made me want you too bad I don't stand a chance
You're off with someone new I didn't want that much
Just respect from you I know you never liked me
Or thought of me in that way But I still loved you more
Every minute of every day Something about you made me smile
And brightened up my life But now I feel I'll be miserable
And suffer through this strife I know I shouldn't blame you
For how I feel right now But something you've done has made me want you
And still I don't know how I liked the idea of you and I
I dreamed of it all the time It hurts that it'll never happen
To know that you'll never be mine I've heard that I could do better
That you're not worth the pain I pushed away those comments
Now I'm going insane For I thought that it could happen
I thought you'd come around But now I know you won't
For pain and sadness, I'm bound I'm sorry I fell in love with you
I'm sorry I had to care It's all my fault that I'm sad
That I'm feeling that this is unfair So carry on with your life
I hope she does you good I'm sorry I wasn't cool enough
I wish you understood That I love you more than words can say
I'd give it all for you I guess I wasn't outgoing enough
Or pretty, or smart, or true I wish I'd never fallen in love
Although you've been the best Despite the way you've ticked me off
And made me so overly stressed You're just a boy, who likes a girl
There's nothing I can do I only hope I can feel better soon
I'll try to be happy for you I would've been happy with merely a kiss
As simple as it seems But I can't have anything like that
I'll never get my dreams I'm sorry if I've troubled you
I didn't mean to, I swear Promise me we'll always be friends
Say you'll still be there I tried to make you happy
And it's hard to carry on Knowing that the person I love
Is in a sense... gone I'll do my best to be happy
As long as you don't hurt me a lot But please don't pester me
If it appears that I'm not I want what's best for you, my friend
And if she is what you need I won't try and stop you
I can't beg and plead Thank you for everything
Both the good times and the bad I've learned a lot from this
I'll never forget what we had I mean it when I say this
In spite of my first line I don't want you to leave me alone
With you by my side, I'm fine You lied and pained me
But I've let it go I could never forget about you
You mean more than I can show I don't know what to say to you
Or how to treat you now I guess I'll act like nothing happened
I'll love you anyhow I know it isn't healthy
For me to be this way But I guess we'll see what happens
I'll take it day by day I guess this is the end
Of my efforts to be sweet I have to get over my idea
That with you I'd be complete Thank you once again, my friend
I'll love you til the day I die Someday in time, I'll be better
Until then, goodbye, goodbye.
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