jaded
Posted by ashley parker® , Sat, Mar 31, 2001, 12:43:02
Lastnight I slept but my heart was awake, maybe waisting my time on you is all a big mistake
I know you're with her but I try to pretend,pretend it doesn't bother me or tear my heart to shreds
Maybe I should forget about you-since I'm going crazy and you have no clue-or I could let my heart unbend and tell you than forget I ever met you
I don't know how it got this bad, thoughts of you use to make me happy but now they make me sad
Sometimes I wish I didn't exist, so I wouldn't be thinking of you or longing for your kiss
I don't know why I feel this way, I can't stop thinking about you every day
These are my last thoughts of you I'll never think of you again,
I can now only hope the love I have for you has now come to an end