DO I WANT TO DIE(NO LOVE)
Posted by yakira® , Sun, Apr 29, 2001, 22:20:32
I am already tired of feeling this way
I feel like going to the bridge
And jumping off the ledge
Going to a pool and throwing myself off the deep end
I want drink all the pills I have
Or shoot myself
Directly in the head
I can’t describe the way I feel
But it’s so immense
So deep
That not even a poet
Can find its true meaning
I can’t find the light
I’m searching and searching
But I keep falling in
To a place so ugly
It’s so dark I can’t see anyone’s face
I lost my memory
I have lost my place
Cut my wrist and watch me bleed
Send me to a place where I no longer live
Dress me in black and
Watch me die
Slowly painfully
Oh help me god
I no longer need to feel this way
I no longer will keep saying goodbye
This time I will just leave
The timing is almost right
I will go now
Don’t any one even dare
To cry
Cause when I was alive they were never there
You know this is true
You can’t dent it
I wanna scream
I want to shout
I want to say
Go to hell everyone!
Also have a very bad day!
I want everyone to feel
Just as bad as I do
I want everyone to cry
And for them to feel all depressed
Then for once I will actually feel not stressed
Please do listen to what I have to say
Cause one day this could be you