Many nights I lay alone hearing your soft voice on the phone.It's so hard for me to stay awake listening to the sounds you make. Only god knows what your thinking. Hopefully our future together forever and a day.

As I lay and dream of you I can feel the emptiness of the room. No noises made, no child cries, nothing no sound except the sound of silence. Hanging up is the hardest part. It just seems to tear at my heart.

Days of loniliness, silence of cries more and more it pries and pries. I try to hold the tears back but nothing can ever do that.I shed my tears into my pillow hoping not to let go for another minute.

As we tell each other our sorrows more and more I wish I could be there to prove how much I really care. I would hold you close and never let go. The pain of the distance is great enough. I know it's tought and no one said it's gonna be rough.

You tell your friends all about me and my dreams as I tell my friends almost the exact same things.I have my questions !
of how and why but , never do I question my love for you Alec. As I cry in silence no never heard , I know my heart bleeds because you are all it needs.

Author ~Suzanne White